“…to shine on those living in darkness and the shadow of death,
To guide our feet into the path of peace” (Luke 1:79, NIV).
“Elrond: I looked into your future, and I saw death.
Arwen: But there was also life.” (From Peter Jackson’s Return of the King)
I never would have walked this path if troubles had not come.
Ten years seems much too long for Jeff to suffer, for me to walk beside him. What makes no sense to me is part of God’s perfect plan.
In 2018, I discovered this desert trail. We were in the midst of a trial. Jeff needed expert care at the Mayo Clinic in Arizona. For days, I walked and jogged this trail. It brought me peace and strength.
Two health problems were fixed, but more came later. Will it ever end? As we prepare for another trip to another Mayo, this path reminds me where my hope comes from.
I never walk alone.
If we had known how many troubles were on the way, could we have faced Jeff’s first melanoma diagnosis bravely? I don’t know.
I do know that the One who guides our feet continues to support us on every pathway. He is faithful.
I never would have walked this path if troubles had not come. I never would have experienced the strength and hope that Jesus continues to give.
If you are on a treacherous trail, if your pathway looks too dark, put your hope in Jesus. He will faithfully guide you. He will restore your soul.
Normally I would leave a pretty lame sonnet, but this spoke to me, deeply.
I divorced Barb in 2003, after a 2002 marriage. I was an idiot.
In early 2004 I went to Mayo Scottsdale for a surgery. I was told that my chances of survival were 30%. Just the surgery, not the underlying condition.
They needed a medical power of attorney. I chose Bar, and left a message on her answering machine.
She called back to say she’d do it, but that this was NOT a way back.
The way back was intensive counseling, and we were remarried by a Catholic priest in a helicopter over the Las Vegas Strip on June 24, 2004.
Oh, and June 24 is Barb’s birthday.
Andrew, thank you for sharing this. What a beautiful testimony to gritty love. I know from things you’ve written that Barb is your caregiver. I didn’t know she re-entered your life when you were already suffering. That’s the real deal, love. She is right there on the path with you.
Thank you for sharing. What powerful encouragement that He is faithful and will lead us well.
Like you, I have found God’s presence during illness. The Lord walked with me and my family through my son’s illness and death. And the Lord comforted me in my loss. I was brought closer to God. He is faithful.
Love “If you are on a treacherous trail, if your pathway looks too dark, put your hope in Jesus.” I don’t know how people without a relationship with Jesus can handle the trials of life.
Praying for you and Jeff.